dewdrops

welcome to dewdrops, loves. it's been a while, but as usual... sit back, relax, and enjoy -- preferably with some tea...

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

TIME

I feel my time slipping away from me like the loose reins of a sun chariot.
Every time I see the date, I tighten my grip, only to be burned. Too fast.
Yes, I hold the whip to control the horses running rampant,
but instead they whip me with their wild constraints.

And so the human revokes mastery of the universal dimension
And thus the world -- great grand scheme -- returns to order
Yet returns to chaos
As the human -- puny perspective -- sees it.

Friday, January 12, 2018

midnight roads

i'd nearly forgotten
the solitude
and occasional loneliness --
of late, late nights.

for the short time you kept me close,
for the short time you sang to me 'til dawn,
i'd nearly forgotten
the heavy road,
empty except for my soul.

and sometimes,
the solitude --
it shines bright,
a single serene star in the night.

yet
sometimes,
i'm blind.
i stumble,
and i fall,
and i must wait
the painful hours before i fall asleep
and find relief from impasse.

only to wake up the next morning,
and repeat it all again at night.

rest in the day,
travel at night.
midnight roads
steeped in a stream
of consciousness newly brought forth.

the reveal --
rose-colored,
or wracking?
i never know until the time comes.

walk with me,
until daylight.
watch with me,
the beauty
-- and the torture --
of the night.

Monday, October 9, 2017

flaws

// it's been too long. I've missed you!

flaws
     create beauty
the beauty can be
     catastrophic. psychotic. unnerving.
it can be hard to see.
it might be impossible to see
     through the eyes of some.
     maybe only the stone cold, or --
          different --
     can see.
but there is beauty that we cannot
     and should not
deny.

it is pure.
it is raw.
in its essence, the beauty itself
     is innocent.
maybe not the creator,
but the beauty,
     its characteristics --
that is all it knows,
that is all it exists as,
that is all it can be.
yes, it was
     born
     from a flaw,
but it is perfect
in its own
     beautiful
way.

Monday, August 28, 2017

truth and a dream of transparency

delirious mist boils me raw
sordid blue dreams trudge in my mind
voices beg for freedom from my fingertips
there, grasped tightly in my palm --
red crescent marks:
sore, stopping them from soaring.
them. they who are loud.
grating.
raucous.
the truths, the harsh truths,
that no one wants to hear.


Saturday, July 15, 2017

hello

hello, loves.

During the final stretch of the schoolyear, I was veryyyy busy.
Not so anymore, so I have no excuse :/
I've been writing here, though.

see you soon, loves <3

cheers x